I’m An Independent

2 02 2010

So I have been thinking about my not so successful search for finding a boyfriend. Through my frustrations, I realized that this might have something to do with the fact that for some reason I seem to be anti-committal. I don’t know why I am like this, however. I looked at my family, and if my parents were divorced, maybe that would make sense. But my parents met in high school, and have been together ever since.  No, that wasn’t it. I tried to think about what events or situations in my life, made me feel this way. Why am I so “afraid” of a commitment?

I think it’s because I am such an independent and strong-willed person. This is fine, sure, but it’s like, I don’t know if I will ever find a guy to complement those characteristics of myself. Sometimes I wish I was very dependent on others like some people I know, but that is so not who I am. It makes the boyfriend search very frustrating, knowing that because of my strong personality, my individual quest is made all the more difficult.

With all this being said, who knows if there is a guy out there who can combat my tenacious personality. Most guys I meet, either have very humdrum personalties, at least when compared to mine. I just like to live life on the edge and take chances, and I want someone who feels the same way. Not to get all hopelessly romantic, but I always think that…




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